Friday, September 17, 2010

Revenge and Redemption (Luke 15:11-32 and Luke 20:9-19)


Josh Broward
September 19, 2010

Luke 15:11-32 and Luke 20:9-19

With 5 seconds left on the clock, the quarterback dodged a tackle, rolled out to his right and threw a desperate pass toward Jaime Alejandro. Jaime launched over two defenders to make a one-handed catch in the end zone.
The stadium erupted! People rushed to the field celebrating the amazing catch which earned the Fighting Falcons their first State Football Championship in history. Everyone was caught up in a wave of euphoria - jumping, shouting, crying, hugging.
Everyone - except Jorge. Jorge Hernandez was the other wide receiver. Jorge was sitting in the other corner of the end zone, seething in jealousy. “That pass should have been to me. I was wide open!” As Jaime was carried of the field by cheering teammates and fans, Jorge brewed alone about his long-standing rivalry with Jaime Alejandro. Somehow, although he was just as talented, just as smart, and - in his opinion - better looking, Jorge was constantly coming up short of Jaime.
As the two fastest high school athletes in their city, both Jorge and Jaime qualified for the Regional Tournament in the 400 meter dash. Before the race, Jorge cut Jaime’s shoelace on one shoe. Jaime never noticed until the shoe started coming off around the the second turn. Amazingly, Jaime just kicked it off and finished the race with one shoe. Jaime still finished first and earned a photo in the front page of the city newspaper for the escapade.

After high school, Jorge studied law, and Jaime studied for the ministry. Both were smart and successful, but they took very different paths.
Jorge started his own practice in real estate law and acquisitions. He made his money by buying up foreclosed properties. Jorge slowly became a slumlord, owning half of the worst houses and apartments in the inner city. Jorge developed a reputation for being a ruthless landlord. If you couldn’t pay, you were out - immediately. He accepted no excuses and gave no mercy.
Jorge ventured into dirty real estate deals, bribing bank managers and city land officers. Slowly, Jorge began to develop connections with organized crime. Drugs, gangs, car theft rings, prostitution, gambling - everything from the underworld - had to pass through the back office of Jorge Hernandez. Jorge had his hands in every dirty corner of the city.

Jaime had graduated from seminary and returned to his home neighborhood, which was racked by poverty, crime, and hopelessness. Jaime established a small church and ministry center. Jaime worked with compassion, integrity, and wisdom, so he was able to gather a wide range of partners and resources. His little ministry center slowly grew to address nearly every problem plaguing their community. There was an after-school program, a drug rehabilitation center, a job training center, an adult literacy program, a single mom’s support group, a neighborhood watch group, and a community advocacy program.
It was this last program that stirred the most controversy. Many people throughout the city had been run out of their homes through a variety of shady practices by Jorge’s business H & A (Hernandez and Associates). Jaime’s advocacy group was regularly filing petitions and motions at the local courthouse protesting the unfair and unjust practices of H & A. Jaime was a thorn in Jorge’s side.

Jorge decided that he could exercise more power and make more money from inside the political system, so he decided to run for the city council. No one was willing to run against Jorge Hernandez and his web of corruption and underhanded power. After a painful pause in which it appeared that Jorge would win a seat on the city council uncontested, Jaime Alejandro, the inner city pastor and champion of the poor, stepped forward to run against Jorge.
Jorge used every dirty political trick in the book, but Jaime’s grassroots support was still winning out. Out of desperation, Jorge arranged for Jaime’s car to be bombed. (This was not the first time Jorge had resorted to violence - not in the least, but it was definitely his most public act of hostility.) Jaime’s long time assistant took the car that morning, and he suffered Jaime’s intended fate. The extended news coverage at the funeral propelled Jaime into a landslide victory, by a two to one margin.
Once on the city council, Jaime initiated an investigation that brought to light some of Jorge’s criminal activity. Jorge was sentenced to ten years of prison.
For the next few years Jaime led a quiet life serving on the city council. People began to ask why Jamie had never married. Jaime explained that he was waiting for his dream girl. When he described the kind of woman he was looking for, people just laughed. One guy actually said, “Such a mythical creature does not exist!” It was as if Jaime had said he wanted to marry a unicorn.
Against all odds, Jaime did meet his dream girl ... believe it or not, while riding a city bus. Jamie still took the bus whenever possible, and one day when he stepped onto the bus, he was shocked to see a gorgeous woman with long, curly raven-black hair smiling at him. He was so stunned that he actually dropped his coins and had to catch them as they rolled to the back of the bus. After paying his fair, Jaime overcame his wounded pride and started a conversation with Maria. That conversation lasted for years as they fell in love and got married. Within a few years, they had a baby boy, whom they named Emil. Jaime and Maria were obviously crazy about each other, and they could often be found holding hands as they walked together in the park.

Meanwhile, Jorge up to his old tricks. Behind bars, Jorge was networking, making plans, offering bribes to guards, and continuing his dirty business in all sorts of dangerous but unprovable ways. After four years, Jorge Hernandez was released for “good behavior.”
Once released, Jorge was out for revenge. For many years, he longed to one-up Jaime Alejandro, but he was never quite been able to finish the deed. Now Jaime had advanced to the position of city mayor, and Jorge’s feud with Jaime has been the fuel for gossip columns for years. All suspicion would point to Jorge if Jaime so much as scraped his knee. Jaime was untouchable politically and physically. Jorge had an unquenchable thirst for revenge, but how?

Jorge Hernandez began to remodel his public image. He set himself up as a successful, upstanding businessman working to help the underdogs. Jorge started a rehabilitation program for ex-convicts leaving prison to help them reintegrate into society. In actuality, Jorge was simply using them as pawns in his his underworld crime circuit. Years passed, and to most law-abiding citizens, it seemed that old Jorge Hernandez had actually cleaned up his act and turned over a new leaf.
Jorge became a generous philanthropist, donating money left and right. Jorge served on the arts committee, the homeless committee, the committee to reduce illiteracy, every kind of group that would make him look good. Slowly, he worked his way into the inner circles of the city’s elite.
Jorge went to special lengths to support Maria Alejandro’s charity for children of single-parents. He gave tens of thousands of dollars. He planned high-profile fundraisers with CEOs and TV producers from around the city. Eventually, he earned a position on the managing board of the charity.
This put Jorge and Maria in a close working relationship. Jorge lavished little gifts on Maria - nothing too large, but something small and significant each time they met. He was effusive with praise privately and publicly. They had long dinner meetings ... just to discuss the charity, of course.
Jorge offered some bribes to Jaime’s secretary, and newspaper photographers just happened to be present when the secretary gave Jaime a kiss outside a hotel. The newspaper printed a story that Jaime was having an affair. Jaime denied it, but Maria’s trust was shaken.
Maria began to spend more time with Jorge. Maria deflected Jaime’s words of caution about Jorge’s character, blinded by his generosity toward her charity. Eventually, Jaime’s words of caution became requests to stay away from Jorge, but this only led Maria to exert her independence. She began spending more and more time away from Jaime and more and more time with Jorge. Jaime could see what was happening, but he couldn’t stop it.
Finally, the unthinkable happened. Maria actually slept with Jorge. The thrill of secrecy, breaking the rules, and avoiding discovery accelerated her infatuation with Jorge. Their covert affair over the next few weeks slowly became more daring. They began seeking each other outside of working hours. She made excuses to come home later and later. She faked a business trip out of town to spend a weekend with Jorge in the mountains.
Slowly, Maria stopped trying to hide the affair, and Jaime acknowledged that he was being betrayed. Jaime suggested marriage counseling. Maria refused. Despite all his efforts to win her back, Maria drifted further and further away. Finally, she moved out.
To say that Jaime was heartbroken would be an understatement. Jaime’s heart was ripped out of his chest, torn into a thousand pieces, and run over by a truck. Maria was the love of his life. He felt as if he was living without the right side of his body. To make matters worse, Jaime knew that Maria was with his worst enemy, a completely evil man, who would only hurt her in the end. He grieved for her as well as for himself.
And every day, when he woke up in an empty bed, he grieved all over again.
After many months with Maria, Jorge decided to step up the revenge. One night while Maria was in the bathroom getting ready for bed, Jorge called Jaime on his cell. Jorge whispered a few hideous words and then set down the receiver without hanging up. Then as Jaime listened on - frozen in shock and pain - Jorge commenced to thoroughly enjoy Jaime’s wife, and there was nothing Jaime could do to stop it.

Maria’s character slowly changed through her time with Jorge. She slowly became more and more like him. Slowly, Jorge revealed his underworld dealings to Maria, and ever so slowly Maria became involved in his corruption: bribes, illegally won contracts with the city, slick real estate moves. Eventually, Maria was a full player in all of Jorge’s dirty deals, from money laundering to drug dealing. They stood at the center of a wide web of graft, crime, and corruption, with Maria loving the money, the luxury, and the adrenaline of it all.
Slowly, Jorge turned more and more abusive. First, there was the emotional abuse - shouts of worthlessness and sly little insults. Then, there was actual physical abuse - mostly just a slap here and there. But one night, after a bad week of “business” for Jorge, Jorge had too much to drink, and he found Maria at home. He beat her so badly she had to go to the hospital.
The emergency room doctor called Jaime. Jaime arranged for the best possible care for Maria. The next morning, when she woke up, Jaime was sitting by her bedside. This was his chance - he thought. Surely, she would come back to him now, after so much abuse.
But she wouldn’t listen to anything Jaime said. She was still “in love” with Jorge. “He was just drunk. Something just went wrong at work. It won’t happen again.” And a little voice in her head reminded her that she was in too deep. She was an accomplice to all of Jorge’s crimes. Despite all his pleadings, Maria walked out of the hospital, away from the only man who has ever truly loved her, to go back to the man who had stolen her, abused her, and used her as a pawn for revenge.
There, in the hospital, Jaime saw changes in Maria that he had not noticed before. It wasn’t just the bruises from the night before. It was the residual effect of the muck she had been living in for the past two years. Her skin was sallow and beginning to wrinkle. Her eyes were dim and distant without their former sparkle. Her face was deeply sad. Even her walk had lost its bounce; now it was more of a deliberate march as if she had to fight with every step to keep an air of composure and dignity. She hasn’t lost her beauty, but it is definitely fading. And there was something he didn’t recognize in her, something dark.
That was the ultimate revenge. Not only had Jorge stolen Jaime’s one true love, not only was Jorge flaunting his adultery, not only was Jorge involving Maria in crime and subjecting her to abuse, but the final, most painful act of revenge was that Jorge was changing the woman Jaime loved into someone else, someone darker.

Jaime tried everything he could think of to win Maria back - not only for himself, but also to set her free from Jorge’s destructive hold on her. Jaime went in person. Jaime sent friends. Jaime sent employees. Jaime sent emails, letters, text messages, instant messages, telegrams, flowers, singing messengers - anything he could think of that might remind her of his love and give her the strength to return to him.
By this time, Emil, Jaime and Maria’s only child, had grown up. When he graduated from high school, Maria didn’t even come to the ceremony. That was when Emil knew he had to do something. His kind, loving mother had changed. She was becoming something else. She was being destroyed. He knew he couldn’t wait any longer. He was going to go get his mother and bring her back - no matter the cost.
Emil and Jaime talked long into the night for many nights. They discussed the risks. They discussed other options. They knew there was a chance that Emil might not come back, but they both agreed that this was the last best chance to save Maria.
After dark, armed with nothing but undying love, Emil left his father’s house to find his mother and to bring her home. He went to the night club owned by Jorge which served as the nerve center of his underworld operations. Maria was there, sitting at a table in the VIP section with Jorge.
As Emil approached, the crowd parted and people quit talking. Everyone watched the drama unfold. For a long time, with tears running down his face, Emil said only one word: “Mom ... Mom ... Mom!”
Maria put down her drink, her voice cold but shaky: “Emil.”
“Mom, we love you. Come home!”
Maria was trying to maintain composure: “Go home, Emil.”
“Mom, we will always love you. We will never stop loving you. Come home to us.”
“Go, Emil. Just go.”
“I’m not leaving without you, Mom. Don’t you see what’s happening to you. This place is destroying you. All of this is ruining who you are. We can’t let this happen to you. We love you too much for this. Come home, Mom.”
At that point, Jorge motioned to his bouncers, and instantly two big guys were on each side of Emil. One of the guys opened his coat and showed Emil a gun, “Maybe you didn’t hear her. She told you to go home. She likes it here. Turn around and walk out of here while you still can.”
“No! I’m not leaving with out you, Mom! I love you too much to leave you here. You’ve got to come home with us. We love you. We love you! Don’t you understand that? We love you!”
Jorge motioned again, and the bouncers got physical. They tried to force Emil out of the building, but he wouldn’t go. A fight broke out. Emil kept trying to reach Maria. The whole time he was shouting, “Mom! Just come home. Mom! We love you! Mom!”
In the midst of all the fighting and struggling, one of the bouncers got out his gun. He looked briefly at Jorge for the signal. Jorge gave a nod - ever so slight, but clear in its intent. Then, BANG!! The shot echoed against the night club walls. Everyone’s ears were ringing.
The people who had been fighting stepped away. Emil was laying face down in a pool of blood. He was dead.
Maria stood up. She walked out of the night club into the street and the open air. And she went home.



WE ARE ALL MARIA.



Sunday, September 5, 2010

Luke 14:25-33 - EVERYTHING!


September 5, 2010
Josh Broward


I’m cheap! I don’t like to spend money. In fact, I hate to spend money. I hate to pay full price and love to get a bargain. Sarah and I love to get furniture for free or cheap. In our apartment right now, we most of our furniture belongs to us, and we’ve only paid for one couch and one chair - and we bought those used.
I hate to pay full price for anything. Once I bought a shirt at a thrift store with someone else’s initials on the sleeve. Like I said, I’m cheap.
It’s one thing to cheap about money, but it’s another thing to try to go the cheap route with God. I try to do that sometimes, too. Can’t I just give up this much? I’ve already paid so much; can’t that just be enough? I’ll give you this God, but not this; that’s too high a price.
In our passage today, Jesus wants to make clear that he doesn’t make deals. There is no such thing as discount discipleship. There are no cheap tickets into the Kingdom.

Read Luke 14:25-33.

Let’s work through the passage little by little.
The first thing to notice is that large crowds were following Jesus. He had been healing people left and right. He had been “sticking it to the man.” The Pharisees and teachers of the Law were the ruling powers. They controlled everything, but Jesus was showing the to be incompetent teachers and frauds at every turn. The people loved it. They could smell a revolution. Besides, even if the revolution didn’t come, Jesus was where the action was.
Jesus turns to the crowd and says, “Hey, just hanging around with me doesn’t make you my disciple. It takes a lot more than that. Standing in a garage doesn’t make you a car. Going to the airport doesn’t mean you’re traveling anywhere. Don’t be fooled in to thinking that you’re a disciple just because you’re traveling with me.”
You can almost hear his disciples saying, “Oh man, there Jesus goes again, running everybody off as soon as he starts to get a crowd.”
But Jesus doesn’t want anything half-hearted, so Jesus starts to explain what it means to be a true disciple. In typical Hebrew style, Jesus makes several bold statements and leaves us to figure out exactly what he means.
First, Jesus says “If you want to be my disciple, you must hate your father and mother, wife and children, brothers and sisters, yes even your own life. Otherwise, you cannot be my disciple” (14:26).
Well, that sounds ... um ... bad. I don’t hate my family, and I don’t think telling people to hate their wives is a very good plan. Thankfully that’s not what Jesus actually means.
Here, Jesus is using an old Hebrew tool of speech. “Hate” here means to detach from or to break loyalty with someone. Following Jesus means Jesus is our highest priority. We detach ourselves from our normal obligations and ties. We detach ourselves even from ourselves. Jesus is more important than everything else ... and everyone else.

Jesus takes it a step further with his next statement: “And if you do not carry your own cross and follow me, you cannot be my disciple” (14:27). Take a minute and imagine someone carrying a cross everywhere they go. They carry it into church. They take it to the office and kind of lay it against the wall. They take it on the airplane - oops, that won’t fit in the overhead bin. They carry it to bed at night. I hope you’re wearing pajamas - might get some nasty splinters!
Carrying your cross sounds kind of funny to us, but for a first century Jew a cross was anything but funny. The crowds following Jesus would have seen hundreds or thousands of people crucified for rebelling against Rome. They would be nailed to crosses or trees along roadsides, and their bodies would be left hanging for days while they decomposed and were eaten by animals.
So carrying “your own cross” was a profound and challenging statement. Jesus was calling them to absolute commitment. Nobody gets half-crucified. This is an all-or-nothing event. There is no half-way Christianity. In or out. Jesus demands everything.

Next, Jesus tells two stories about counting the cost and counting your resources. First, there’s the story about the building. Make sure you have enough money to finish before you even start building.
Have you all seen KNU’s new International Building? It’s beautiful, right? But what if they had run out of money? What if there was a huge, half-finished building in the center of campus? What if it was unfinished for years? You better count the cost, and make sure you can pay the price.
This week our Finance Team was working on our church budget for next year. Our first budget was ... a little hopeful. It increased by 25,000,000 won over last year’s budget. We counted the cost and decided we better do some cutting.
Jesus keeps going with another story. There’s this king that wants to go to war, and he’s got a good army - 10,000 strong. But the other guys have 20,000. He’s going to sit down with his generals and have a long talk about whether they can beat 2-to-1 odds. Even if we can win, how many people will die in this battle? If the cost for war is too high, then he backs down and pays the price for peace.
Within 30-40 years of when Jesus spoke these words, the people of Israel went to war against Rome. The small nation of Israel was completely overwhelmed and destroyed by the superpowers of the Roman Empire. They didn’t count the cost. They couldn’t pay the price.
Let me tell you a secret about me. I’ve always wanted to be in a bar fight. I know that’s not a very pastorly thing to say, but it’s true. When I was growing up, I was always watching movies and TV shows where cowboys or sailors or private investigators got into these huge bar fights. People were fighting all over the place, flying over tables, throwing chairs, smashing heads together. It looked like a lot of fun to me.
In the summer before we came to Korea, we went out to Colorado to visit some of my cousins. They lived way up in the mountains of Colorado, and we went to visit some of their neighbors. We walked up to their neighbor’s house, and they showed us the herd of elk they had just rounded up from the mountains - right there in the back yard. Then, we went into a little house in back. Every single person - men and women - had 3 things I didn’t have: a cowboy hat, boots, and a beer. They offered me a beer and some bear meat. I’m not kidding. They had barbecued bear meat roasting in a slow-cooker!
The two boys of the family were professional bull riders, and they had these huge silver and gold belt buckles - like trophies for rodeo folks. One of the boys about 19 years old had arms as big as my legs, and after a while he started talking about how he had gotten into a fight the night before. He broke the other guy’s nose with the first punch. At this point in the story, he sniffed and said, “But it’s no problem. I talked to him today, and he’s not going to press charges.”
Later that night, my cousins and Sarah and I went to a local bar to play a few games of pool. We were having a good time, just talking and hanging out. I joked with them about my secret longing for a bar fight. Then, this van pulls up, and 10 people from the bear-meat, bull-riding household get out. They’ve already been drinking, and they’re just stopping in here on their way to another bar. My cousin looked at me and said, “How about that bar fight?”
“Uh ... no thank you! Not looking so good now!” I counted the cost, and I decided I couldn’t pay the price.

Jesus says, “Count the cost. Make sure you can pay the price.” And just for the sake of clarity, Jesus spells out the cost of being his disciple: EVERYTHING! “So you cannot become my disciple without giving up everything you own” (14:33). Well, that pretty much eliminates any lingering doubts about what Jesus is trying to say. Everything! It costs everything.
In fact, this word EVERYTHING! is like a neon sign with flashing lights throughout this passage.
Hate your father and mother, wife and children, brother and sister. Nobody is more important than me. EVERYTHING!
Carry your cross, nothing half-way. EVERYTHING!
Count the cost now. EVERYTHING!

Jesus counted the cost. He knew he was going to the cross. He knew he would pay the ultimate price. Following Jesus means paying the same price: EVERYTHING!
In one of the most beautiful passages in the Bible, Paul says that our “attitude should be the same that Christ Jesus had. Though he was God he did not demand and cling to his rights as God. He made himself nothing, he took the humble position of a slave and appeared in human form. And in human form he obediently humbled himself even further by dying a criminal’s death on a cross.” Are you demanding and clinging to your rights? How comfortable are you in the position of a slave? Oh, man, this is tough. Following Jesus costs EVERYTHING!

In the book, Every Man’s Battle, one of the authors explains how he wrestled with Jesus’ demand for everything. “I was the perfect example of someone who wasn’t shooting for God’s fixed standard of obedience. I was teaching classes at church, chairing activities groups, and attending discipleship classes. My church attendance was exemplary, and I spoke the Christian language.” But like someone just trying to be good enough, “I was asking myself, How far can I go still be called a Christian? The question I should have been asking was, How holy can I be?” (50).
Are you asking the enough question? Are you just trying to be good enough? How much do I have to do to make it? How much to I have to believe? How good do I have to be without getting kicked out? How much is enough?
Or are you asking the everything question? How holy can I be? How can I become more and more like Jesus? How can I show more love in more ways more often?
What question are you asking? Count the cost. It’s EVERYTHING!

In the 13th century, England ruled Scotland with an iron fist. A young peasant named William Wallace rose up to lead a rebellion to gain Scotland’s freedom. The English had more soldiers and better weapons. In each battle, the Scottish soldiers had to count the cost and decide if they could pay this price.




Following Jesus will be difficult. Following Jesus will cost you EVERYTHING! You can find easier ways to live - for at least a while. But dying in your beds many years from now, would you be willing to trade all the days from this day to that for just one chance to live in freedom? I choose freedom. I choose Jesus. I choose to give Jesus EVERYTHING!

What do you choose?


Read Deuteronomy 30:15-20.

15"See, I have set before you today life and good, death and evil. 16If you obey the commandments of the LORD your God that I command you today, by loving the LORD your God, by walking in his ways, and by keeping his commandments and his statutes and his rules, then you shall live and multiply, and the LORD your God will bless you in the land that you are entering to take possession of it. 17But if your heart turns away, and you will not hear, but are drawn away to worship other gods and serve them, 18 I declare to you today, that you shall surely perish. You shall not live long in the land that you are going over the Jordan to enter and possess. 19I call heaven and earth to witness against you today, that I have set before you life and death, blessing and curse. Therefore choose life, that you and your offspring may live, 20loving the LORD your God, obeying his voice and holding fast to him, for he is your life and length of days, that you may dwell in the land that the LORD swore to your fathers, to Abraham, to Isaac, and to Jacob, to give them."